freestyle

ok so i just got off the phone with my girl. she went to her parents house for a couple days. turns out she got drunk and slept her ex boyfriend... i couldnt think of anything else to do but write about it. this is all a freestyle i wrote right now, sitting here on gfx void. i'd appreciate your critique and i appologise for some of the language, but you'll understand im sure.

enjoy...

its like, one day I wake up but wasnt ever asleep,
the dream I thought was real truned out to be a cheat.

how could it have been a lie for so long i think,
now whats left to do? i take another fuckin drink.

the bottles not helping, the pain it says the same,
and the only thing im thinking is i cant forget her name.

another minute passes and my mind starts to wander,
can this really be the truth, im drowning without the water.

i cant fucking take this, but i cant even hate you,
it was so good for so long, its insane what love can make you.

you're not a bad person, but you did it all the same,
i know you said your sorry but fuck that, it wont make it change.

so i sit and write a line or two, about the life i thought was mine with you,
and im tryin not to cry but you, keep fuckin with my mind im through.