old lyrics

since im posting lyrics, i figured i'd throw this in.
This one is about my ex girlfriend from a couple years ago. I wrote it when she broke up with me a day after our 1 year anniversary.


It used to be I always knew Id have you here by my side,
A long hug and an "everything will be alright".

But now thats gone,
And nothings here to keep me alive,
I died inside, still dying everyday in my mind.

I know, its not fair to keep on bringing this back,
But its hard,
I hope you know I never meant to attack.

Im just tired,
Tired of being the back of your thoughts,
What we had, I thought would never be lost.

I guess it is now,
I wanna let it go but dont know how,
So many memories gone and Im just lost in the crowd now.

I only ever wanted the best,
For you and for me and for all of the rest.

I underestimated,
The time it would take for me to stop hating,
The fact your over it already,
Im just the past and Im fading.

But just remember this,
That I constantly reminicse,
And never regret anything, only what we have missed.

I love both of them, really good. Guess you dont have much luck with girls. Me neither:)

pickin the wrong ones i think lol