Suicide letter

well it's really hard to life in this world, where everybody is laughing about you. Even my parents (sometime it's hard for me to explain things and then i have to stutter). And my parents are really laughing about it!!!. For some reason they don't accept me who I'm. People at school/work are making fun of me. Everytime they say something to me they stutter on purpose.

Normally your parents accept who you are, but it's different by me. They accept my little brother and my older brother. It really feels i'm just an "mistake" that my parents made ....

so you're going to let them have satisfaction by leaving? why don't you just show them who's a fucking accident and punch those mother fuckers in the face! i know i would if people looked down onto me like thati'd fuck them up! go get your cake and leave a path of destruction! :angry: .. people should not be so cruel

i wouldnt quite go as far as that deadloader lol, but i would make a slight bitchy remark: "whats funny? i thought u would of noticed after this long that i stutter..." or something similar.

most people are lame, they tend not to often peek their head out of their own shell to notice that alot of people have faults or problems in some way, but im sure if they looked passed themselves they'd be very surprised as how many there are :)

if u let people see that its bothering u, it'll encourage them to do it more. they get satisfaction from putting u down/laughing/making themselves feel big, which they're obviously not, which is why theyre picking on u - an easy target i suppose.

all i can really say is, hold ur head up high, be proud of everything u have, especially life :) sometimes its hard, but i feel lucky to be here :) and im sure in time you'll feel the same :)

I have recetly had something similar but with these damn acne scars, being alrite looking then having those messed my head up, would never of thoguht of suicide because i know nothing good comes of it. But i sort of give up hope on getting a girlfriend, when i met sammy and i love her to bits and she couldnt care less about the scars unlike 99% of other people, she knows me for who i am not what i have.

Took me 4years to wait for it, i know(think) your aint about getting a girlfriend or anything but within time everything will be fine, when your at school it seems like hell but it all works out after a while. Giving up and commiting suicide doesn't give any body 1 single good thing.

What will your parents remember you by if they do not respect you? You do not want to commit suicide, the pain right now is too much for you to take and you want an escape. Find another alternative outlet of your pain, I'm sure you already found one by posting this.

I have a slight stutter at times, but it's something that I've come to accept. Don't let it get in the way, nobody is perfect and just because one's imperfection is more visible than someone elses does not give them the right to not appreciate you as a person.

There is nothing wrong with you, people are just shallow. Talk to your parents about it, its the best thing you can do now.

just gotta learn to laugh with them. things like this aren't grounds to get upset over. everyone different. everyone knows that, find things to laugh at them about. laugh together.

The beauty about parents is that you can stop talking to them when you move out. 18 years of torture, then never again.

Of course life is hard. What would the point be other wise, you have to work at things. So what if you're not confident, that can change. And hell even if it doesn't who gives a shit? Don't listen to other people. Listen to yourself inside. You seem confident enough to talk over the internet, just slowly apply that in real life. IMO if you commit suicide. You're weak minded, and not worthy of life in the first place. You've been given a chance, to live. How much luckier could you get? You can feel anything in the world, why feel death, especially at such a young age.

Tell your parents, that they're awful parents. That'll make them think, maybe they're to blame for your lack of confidence, if your parents don't provide you with someone to talk to then who will? Well. Anyone really, friends mainly. If you don't have many friends just talk to some people, maybe some other people who share a common problem. Just don't give up. Tbh. That's just...lame.

Fuck them.. Dont give them the satisfaction. Just completely ignore your parents, think of them like you think that they think of you.. And the people that make fun of you? Fuck them. Dont kill yourself. BE HAPPY!
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I usually say that if someone has problems, and they'd rather take the easy way out and committ suicide than solve their problems on their own and get on with their life, they deserve to die. But dude, I remember you from before I left, and you were a great guy. I'm sure nobody on here, or in real life, would really want you to go committ suicide. I bet even if you look deep down inside yourself, you still love your life, and you don't actually want to committ suicide. And if you don't, you should, because life is about having problems one day, and solving them the next. Not having problems, and killing yourself to end them, because if you think about it, if you kill yourself now, you give up on all your dreams, you'll never get to experience any of the joys of life (eg. finishing school, getting married, etc.). Although it will end your problems you have right now, and any you might encounter, there's better ways to do this. Maybe just try to talk to all the people who laugh at you, and try to get them to stop. I'm sure your parents will, because even though they laugh at you and everything, they still love you deep down. And with the kids at school, if they don't stop, just forget about them. Just think about how in however many years, you can forget about school and leave it all behind you. To sum it all up: don't go and committ suicide like a pussy, because there's always a better way to solve your problems.