god damn emotions

gawd do i have a target stuck to my head for being a fucking loser?

man you know how cursed the internet is? ... and myspace... i've got to speaking to a girl and fuck she is perfect.. i've gone and fuckign sunk myself into it and she feels the same way and it's all great but now i'm pissed off because like she's a 20 minutes tram ride away from me and like she comes to my town every weekend but i've never met her and it's pissing me off ... i'm beginning to think i'm weird.. and man i've never told anyone so i guess you guys should feel special

ok so either you take the tram or she take the tram set a place to meet and go gave some fun man

we've tried but whenever we try to meet up we never find eachother and if i had the self confidence to get a fucking train to her i would

I somewhat know what you mean man, though the distance was just a half an hour further. You need to relax, if you rush it- do you really want to hang out with her while you're insanely nervous? Build up the confidence, stay in constant contact, and it'll happen. It took big cajones to post this- we're here for ya man.

Go with a friend =) And get her to take a mate

yeah thats what i did, take a mate
haha tram's rule

Deadloader, i get that every few month or so then i just move on, even went out with one like 10mins away but just couldt get the confidence...

now i know june, shes thai omg shes perfect i feel right with her i gonna actually meet up with her tho :P

Some people thinks its sad though :? meh

Theres only one or two mates id actually trust though other might just take the piss like thinkin its weird :angry: and one mate is a bit scary so couldnt take him anywhere :lol: so only one mate id trust really and thats out of quite a few ;)

Man what is it with me and the void today im just openinig up to you all !!!

http://emo.istheshit.net

Just for laughs :)

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Originally posted by deadloader@22 Hours Ago
gawd do i have a target stuck to my head for being a fucking loser?

man you know how cursed the internet is? ... and myspace... i've got to speaking to a girl and fuck she is perfect.. i've gone and fuckign sunk myself into it and she feels the same way and it's all great but now i'm pissed off because like she's a 20 minutes tram ride away from me and like she comes to my town every weekend but i've never met her and it's pissing me off ... i'm beginning to think i'm weird.. and man i've never told anyone so i guess you guys should feel special

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Hey shut up! Im fucking 15 and have been single for like all of it so dont think you have girl problems. Unlike most emo's out there I actually would have a REASON to be an emo but im not emo because its just another social classing like "chav" or "grunger"

Nah, don't bring a friend. Then you can't make out.

the mate can be told politely to fuck off :lol:

Yah like "hey, you dont mind like...fucking off do you?"

yeah i wish ben but i've never felt like this before and i've not had many girlfriends before or anything but i've felt what i thought was good but this owns all...

.. but the thing is she's been feeling really bad because like she's feeling weird about feeling the way she does and like we've never met .. like i call her she calls me we speak all the time.. it's like we're in a full blown relatioship and we've never met i'm way to nervous to meet her.. but i'm just sticking it, and going out tomorrow yeah i'm taking my friend mike i sure hope she doesn't see me and go.. i mean pictures and even the webcam can be decieving .. i'm just running loads of things through my mind yeah i'll calm down when i'm with her but i'm not sure if she'll even like the way i am in person.. man thigns really do get nerve racking huh? ..


hmm i'm sure glad you guys understand.. hmph

:lol: rabies i'll keep that in mind ..... maybe :rolleyes:

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Originally posted by deadloader@1 Hour Ago
yeah i wish ben but i've never felt like this before and i've not had many girlfriends before or anything but i've felt what i thought was good but this owns all...

.. but the thing is she's been feeling really bad because like she's feeling weird about feeling the way she does and like we've never met .. like i call her she calls me we speak all the time.. it's like we're in a full blown relatioship and we've never met i'm way to nervous to meet her.. but i'm just sticking it, and going out tomorrow yeah i'm taking my friend mike i sure hope she doesn't see me and go.. i mean pictures and even the webcam can be decieving .. i'm just running loads of things through my mind yeah i'll calm down when i'm with her but i'm not sure if she'll even like the way i am in person.. man thigns really do get nerve racking huh? ..
hmm i'm sure glad you guys understand.. hmph

:lol: rabies i'll keep that in mind ..... maybe* :rolleyes:

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Of course she won't walk away if you don't look as she expected. If she does, she's REALLY not your type. :P
Anyways, I hope things will work out for you two. ^^

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Nah, don't bring a friend. Then you can't make out.

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taking a friend doesn't stop me from making out and doing other things ;) lol

The reason why im really pissed off is because:

I used to have quite a few GF's and fair popular with the girls and shit so i was used to all that and then acne set in and now, well no one would go out with me with a 10foot barch pole... So ive gone from like a lot to nothing and its pretty damn annoying :(

So thats why im on the net alot because people know me for who i am not look at me and think errrr sort of thing...

Fuck them man If they don't wanna be cool to a wicked awesome person like you then screw them. lol *emoness*

My mates and people i know are fine just when i go meeting new people and shit its a surprise for them and they like wooow sorta shit. My nephew the other day, "what do you look like without all that stuff on your face?" man that cut deep :(

I'm with the fittest girl in our school... but i don't wanna be with her anymore i don't think. =( =) .

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My mates and people i know are fine just when i go meeting new people and shit its a surprise for them and they like wooow sorta shit. My nephew the other day, "what do you look like without all that stuff on your face?" man that cut deep :(

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man if they can't see past what they want to they're not worth being with anyway.. sometimes you won't think that at first but when you talk around a bit you'll realise.. my friend has acne and stuff and he has a girlfriend who's without sounding too into it, rather cute so just hang in there man :)