it is kidna unfocused and jumps around alot....so just bare with me



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Not good, not bad

Not happy, not sad

Not there, not here

In the middle afraid of fear

Afraid of all I see and hear

Not afraid to be afraid.

Afraid to have the fear I paid

I was told to sort my life out straight

Well I said it was already to late

I got the response it’s never to late

You just need to find what makes you feel great

I don’t love, I don’t hate

I need to feel if I want to feel great

Nothing I want, nothing I need

Not filled with generosity, or with greed

Empty inside.

It’s the reason I hide

Afraid to show my soul to your eyes

Afraid if I do. You will say your goodbyes

Not afraid to be alone

Only afraid of being a mindless drone

Sleep is my only release from this time

Wasting this life would be a crime.

A crime to who…. to those who cant live

Well fuck them and fuck me. If they want I will give

I don’t need this anymore to see

Who I am is all I can be

I am cold… from the escaping heat

My life is done…it is complete



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EDIT: kk switchd last 2 lines.thx for you suggestions and comments peoples...i will try to post more.