Don't know why but the past few months, even years i've been thinking alot about what happens after i've gone to college, gotten a job, retired..
There's nothing right now which people would remember me for, spare some t.v appearances and such the like.

I don't know why but i havge this overwhelming need to make myself known or do something stupendous! no pun.. (though i do delve into my thoughts about such a word)

Do any of you care if you're remembered? i mean, do you get a sickly deep feeling that a thousand years from now no one will know who you were or what it is you wanted to prove? i sure as heck do, it's the one thing which haunts my mind to be lost in the crowd and not for shame or vein would you be known, but for doing great? every drop of sunlight i wish to go and do something but i'm just dragged by flat out laziness and other shit which fucks me over.. why do we have to go through a process that everyone does and come out nothing but another "person"

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