I've had a hard time with life lately, I lost my son (He died) and my ex fiance because she cheated on me with a 34 year old =\. This was something I wrote when I was depressed/angry/confused

Warning: This is free form.


A life

With out warning.
A sign of some sort from up above you where taken from me
The unborn of my dreams snatched away by the demons of the after life
Taken and hidden from me too never lay my eyes upon thee.
IT wasn't until this day I realized how much I truly wanted you.
It seems that good guys always finish last.
Not only in life but in the unborn
You would have been a great man Kayden
A wonderful baby boy you would have made.
I never realized how much I needed you.
How much I truly wished this day never had too come.
I love you; and I'll never be able too tell you.
I'll never be able too hold you in my arms.
Look into your eyes and see a little bit of my self.
For once I am truly lost in my own world.
Wondering what I will do with out my baby boy.
But all things happen for a reason I was told.
Perhaps you are looking down on your daddy and knowing all this.
Knowing that with out you I won't know what too do.
I love you my son.
And daddy will never forget you.