Ahhhhhh all this depressive shit got me thinking of my ex best mate that died, now i crying, i aint cryed for ages. He was fine, had a few days off school, cam back, told he has gone, dead, from meningitus, what a fucked up world. He was the brightess soul ever, built his own PC at about 10, i swear he was cleverer than most the teacher, wouldnt hurt a fly, all gone for no reason. If there is a God why would shit like that happen, the reason i think religion is a load of bullshit to stop people going mad.

Supose its good to get it out

Why do i have these random depressed times, stupid hormones