Holy shit that is exactly how I feel. I wish i had the balls to do so much stuff that I dont. I mean I'll just sit here saying, "oh I wish I could do this" or "I wish I could do that". And even get to the point where I'm thinking about how I could/should do it. But i just dont. I dont really make plans w/ friends, (I have plenty of "school friends"), I dont really go to sports games. My life is basically school and homework. It kinda sucks, I wish I knew how to just be a little more active w/ my life tbh.